I am an emeritus professor from Cornell University and was a Commissioned Lay Preacher in the Presbyterian Church (USA). For many years I have followed the Daily Lectionary as printed in the Mission Yearbook of my church. For each day of a two-year cycle, the lectionary lists four psalms and three other scriptural passages--usually one from the Old Testament and two from the New Testament. My practice is to copy down a verse or two from one of the psalms and from each of the other three passages. After I have written out all four selections, I reflect upon them, rearrange their order, and incorporate them into a meditation. Sometimes I retain much of the original wording; sometimes all that remains of a selection is an idea that was stimulated when I read the original words. All selections are from the New Revised Standard Version of the Bible. For the Daily Lectionary, see the link below.

The "Womb-ishness" of God--Jan. 31, 2019


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[Today I deviate from the usual format
by posting one of my sermons.
 It is based on Isaiah 49:8-16, part of which was from
yesterday's lectionary and part from today's]

In the comic strip "Wizard of Id", the Little King is notable for several personality traits, among which compassion is not to be numbered.  The Little King is hypersensitive to remarks about his diminutive stature, he is blithely indifferent to the abject poverty of his subjects, and he takes cruel enjoyment in meting out torture or capital punishment—which he does at the slightest provocation.  No, compassion is not the thing of the Little King.

The Little King has a chest x-ray taken, and when he sees the picture, he is concerned.  "What's the blank space?" he asks. "Oh, sire," he is informed, "that blank space in your chest x-ray is where the heart is usually found."  (The Little King is heartless, which is to say, he has no compassion.) 

This illustrates our understanding of the anatomy of compassion.  "Have a heart," we say, meaning "be compassionate."  Ancient Israel had a different, and I think more profound, understanding of the anatomy of compassion.  The Hebrew verb for having compassion is racham.  Depending upon context it is variously translated as to have compassion, mercy, pity, or love, but the root word refers to the womb.  This Hebrew word describes a feeling of nourishing tenderness, a visceral emotion, one that comes from the gut—a feeling that springs from the bowels or (for those who have one), from the womb.

Imagine with me.  A little child you love is suffering, and there is nothing you can do about it.  Where do you feel the pain?  You feel it in your gut.  The theologian Marcus Borg talked about the "womb-ishness" of God in describing God's compassion.  God loves with that kind of maternal, empathetic intensity. 

Some of you will remember Doug Alfors, in our choir a notable tenor, and everywhere a notorious punster.  When Doug heard about the womb-ishness of God, he immediately responded: "Oh, you mean there’s womb at the top."  Irreverent, but it makes the point. As the womb nourishes and protects the fetus, so God—in today’s passage from Isaiah—will show tender love for God’s people as God leads them back from exile. 

The Hebrew word for compassion is used three times in the Isaiah passage.  The first time the word is translated "pity."  This is part of a promise about how God will care for the people on their journey home: "Neither scorching wind nor sun will strike them down, for he who has pity (compassion) on them will lead them." 

A few verses later, the word is used again:  "The LORD has comforted his people, and will have compassion on his suffering ones."  God will ease the way for the returning exiles—the mountains will be flattened out, the roadway banked up for easy travel; God will attend to the needs of the people along the way like a shepherd who lets the sheep graze on the hills and waters them at springs.  The people will come from east and west and north and south, all returning home to Zion.  Yes, God has seen the suffering of the people, and will have compassion on them, tenderly leading them home.

But the third time compassion appears, it is not for the exiles.  The people who had been in exile were only half of the story.  Left behind among the ruins of Zion (Jerusalem) were the less important people.  Life was miserable for them, too.  They had been poor even before the defeat of Jerusalem; their lives after the ravages of siege, battle, and occupation must have been pitiable.  And to add to their misery was the loss of friends and relatives, snatched up and carried into far-away exile, never to be heard from again—no letters, no telephone calls, no e-mail or text messages, no Facebook or Twitter or Skype.

Perhaps you know what it feels like to be left behind when those you love, those you depend upon, are taken away: taken away by war, or by corporate decision, or by death.  Most of the sympathy tends to be expressed for the ones who have departed—and rightly so.  But it can be hard, it can be very hard, to be left behind.  The disciples felt left behind after the crucifixion.  Remember the two on the road to Emmaus.  When the stranger asked these two what they had been talking about, they stopped in their tracks and stood there, looking desolate.  Then they told him. 

They described their crushed hopes.  They felt utterly abandoned, forsaken.  They had been left behind by the most important person in their lives.  We can empathize with these disciples.  We know the feeling of being abandoned by God.  You pray for God to help.  Your son is in trouble, or you have a bad habit you just cannot break, or you have reached a dead end in your life journey, or the suffering and violence in the world are overwhelming you.  You pray, earnestly pray, for God to do something.  Nothing improves; maybe things get even worse.  God is on vacation.  God has forgotten us.  God doesn't care.

When Zion (the people left behind in Jerusalem) said, "The LORD has forsaken me.  My Lord has forgotten me," God's reply was emphatic.  "Can a mother forget her nursing child, or show no compassion for the child of her womb?" 

One night when our children were little, I came home from a trip to find all five of them waiting for me in the driveway.  In their hands they held a little black ball of fur.  "See, Dad," they all said at once, "we got the puppy with the biggest feet in the litter."  (Great!)  She was a Black Lab, mostly, and we named her Crispa. 

Crispa grew like a weed, and what her big feet didn't trample, her powerful tail slapped down.
“OUTSIDE!” my wife Marilyn finally decreed, after she could tolerate no more destruction in the house—that dog belongs outside. I have a photo of Crispa in her backyard exile.  She is leaping four feet off the ground in excitement because we are coming to see her.  What energy!

Before we knew it, Crispa was a "teenager" in dog years and had come into heat.  We tried to be careful, but she was an energetic bundle of passions, and eventually the children were treated to a lesson in motherhood.  Crispa's puppies were born on a Saturday.  Marilyn relented enough to say that Crispa and the new arrivals could stay in the basement for a few days, so the children happily took some old blankets and made a nest for them there.  The next morning our whole family drove off to church, leaving Crispa and her newborns secure in a corner of the basement—so we thought.

When we returned from church, we were horrified.  This young mother, true to her restless personality, had gone for a walk up the basement stairs.  At the top of the stairs, she had pushed the door open and entered the kitchen—forbidden territory. Unfortunately, I had equipped the door to the basement with a spring so it would close behind the children.  (You know the futility of reminding small children to please close the door.)  When Crispa pushed her way through it, the door slammed shut behind her.

There was no way she could open the door again; yet at some point her newly acquired maternal instinct had begun to scream to her: GO BACK TO YOUR BABIES.  They need you!  In frustration she began to scratch at the old wooden door.  By the time we returned from church, she had clawed a deep gouge into the solid wood.  Splinters lay strewn on the floor, sprinkled with blood from the torn pads of Crispa's big feet.  She wouldn't give up.  She had to get back to her nursing babies. 

If a hardly-grown-up puppy will not forget her nursing young, how much less will a human mother forget her nursing child, or show no compassion for the child of her womb?   "Even these may forget," says God, "yet I will not forget you."  "See, I have inscribed you on the palms of my hands." 

One of our daughters had a habit of making notes on the palm of her hand.  If she wanted to remember a name or a phone number, she would jot the information down on her palm.  When I objected, she would remind me that it was only ball point ink; it would wash right off. 

The word translated "inscribed" in this chapter does not merely mean “written.”  The Hebrew word means "engraved," or "cut into," the way one would write a word on metal or stone.  Our names are inscribed on the palms of God's hands.  They will not wash off.

The  Kingdom of God is not the Kingdom of Id.  Are you exiled to a far country?  God is waiting to bring you home.  Are you on a journey?  God will shepherd you along the way.  Were you left behind?  God will comfort and sustain you.  Our God is not the little king, but the great God of compassion, the God made known to us in Jesus, the one who will never forsake us, who will never forget us.

Closing prayer:  Lord Jesus, you know us right well.  We are inscribed on the palms of your hands, right beside the prints of the nails.  You will not forget us.  Even if a mother abandons her baby, even if a father deserts his child, you will not forsake us.  Give us some portion of your persistent compassion, that we may be compassionate to others. Amen.

Lectionary Readings
Ps. 143; 147:12-20; 81; 116
Isa. 49:13-26
Gal. 3:1-14
Mark 6:30-46

Selected Verses
Isa. 49:8-16a
Thus says the Lord: In a time of favor I have answered you, on a day of salvation I have helped you; I have kept you and given you as a covenant to the people, to establish the land, to apportion the desolate heritages; saying to the prisoners, "Come out," to those who are in darkness, "Show yourselves." They shall feed along the ways, on all the bare heights shall be their pasture; they shall not hunger or thirst, neither scorching wind nor sun shall strike them down, for he who has pity on them will lead them, and by springs of water will guide them.  And I will turn all my mountains into a road, and my highways shall be raised up.  Lo, these shall come from far away, and lo, these from the north and from the west, and these from the land of Syene.  Sing for joy, O heavens, and exult, O earth; break forth, O mountains, into singing!  For the Lord has comforted his people, and will have compassion on his suffering ones.  But Zion said, "The Lord has forsaken me, my Lord has forgotten me."  Can a woman forget her nursing child, or show no compassion for the child of her womb?  Even these may forget, yet I will not forget you.  See, I have inscribed you on the palms of my hands…

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